"One of these days im going to sit down and write to you"

Hi World :)

Wow i hella just woke up from a three hour nap! But hey do you blame after the week ive been haveing and returning to work you would be so fucking tired too.. In fact like its weird cause trust me when i say im not depressed at all but i show alot of signs.. But not like the crying or the i hate my life bull shittz, but like ive been sleeping alot latley,like unless i have to wakeup for work i sleep untill 130 or like one day the only thing i would eat would be jamba juice to the next day where ill have 4 pizzas,jamba,chips and all this other bull shit. Or like i would go work out one day for like 5 hours and the next not even go the next. Hmm i think im just noticing how ive been living? Oh wells time for some change rights


So Back To Today:
Let see woke up hella tired, noticed degrassi was on cause i slept on it last night and forgot to turn it off.. Got up got ready for work. Mommy dropped me off today which was yay but at the same time i wouldnt have minded walking i like walking places now lets me get my mind cleared.. Then get to the JJ and notice its hella empty im like yay. I find out i passed my jamba test on the first try! Which is hella hard from what i herd from people. I get my pin and im like yay. They put me to register which at first i was hella scared and slow. But then i get the hang of it. I sold a flat bread which is good for me and my team. I really like working there but i like working at RW too.. Like yesterday was one of the best working days for RW and today was really good day for Jamba. So i get of reg and im short =( six cents wow like when im short at rw or over im like whatevers but here im like aww fuck my life. Then i wash dishes and pour drinks. I make my own drink today. Yumms Orange Dream Machine. Yays. and i eat four cheezy flat bread.Hmmm what else, Let see work gets busy and then my schift is over.. So then i go to go pay for my phone. People are so lucky their parents pay for their phone cause i have to pay for my own. Im -52 but its okay cause i got some moohlah so its not alot. Then i walk home and go and try to read some magazines. Then i get extremly sleepy and KO untill now.. I feel like today i shoudl just stay in even if adrien vo wants me to go to his house im hella exhausted!


So excited! Tommarow is my personal trainer day! Going to hella work my ass off =) Im like going to push myself to my breaking point. I think im also going to go get my hair done.. Maybe im just going to get a cut with some bangs! Im also going to do some shopping tommaorow.. Retail Thearphy!! LOL i think tommaorow going to be my me day cause its my only day off i think..Hmm or wait do i have wednesday off? Idk ill check but i think this week im going to hang with daniela =) Gotta some catching up to do with this girl.

Yesterdays fourth of july was real chill.. Kinda funn seeing fireworks everywhere. Me and Chris discovered i like the loud bright ones.. Like the flashy ones. Next fourth of july im going to throw fireworks.. LOL


Dude!! The Jonas Brothers are fucking sexy =)

Oh and on a final note.. I really need to fix something and one of these days before this week is done im going to attempt to fix it and if i fail then at least i know i tryed


Kay i think im done now

Bye World :)