Okay So i admit

Sometimes i make mistakes...
SCRATCH THAT
I always make mistakes
You wanna know why ?
Its cause i go with my heart, my emotions, my feelings
Rather than going with my head, my logic, my mentaillty

Like In Our Case:
If i would have just gone with my head and thought about all the good times then things would have been different; like seriousley i do miss you .. kinda LMAO inside joke or what !

Or with you :
If i would have just slept on it and realized that maybe i fell in love with our friendship the friendship that destroyed who intially made me heartless would have actaually saved me from this

Or finally in all those other cases..

But the thing is I know i do this; ive known it for years..
I cant change it but i can promise myself this that even if i pushed you away.. if you push back then i wont fight with my emotions and let my mentailty take over to the fact that just plain and simple I Miss You =(

Ahh random thoughts that pop in my head while takeing two shots of patron !
Shit ! but there true; i fucking miss every single person (except for that ugly bitch she can go get eaten by a otter =D ) who i have ever said im done dont ever fucking talking to me again ! Only beacause all of those people hurt me and you can only hurt me if you meant something !

Wow okay maybe those two shots were a little too strong ! AH WELLZ hells bells fuck okay im going to sleep no more bloggiing its all bad when your kinda fucked up !