July 30th 2009 !

Hi world =D

Hi ! OMG im so fucking tired ! Like ive been working this whole week straight it never ends, like when i woke up i was like =( Fuck Work ! Umm Baby Jaun and drew are staying here at my house so its been a little noisy with the baby -__- Umm went to work and the stupid machine thing wasnt working !! I was like wow did i get fired LMAO, so lets see i get candy =D and it was busy so i had a "good day" at work !! OH omg vincent showed up drunk or came with a hang over and it was so funny cause rashida and me were hella laughing ! Umm what else oh the little kids at rw were extra annoying !!! i was like omg stfu the prices are right there ! ! ! ! -___- Finally came time to clock out ! I was so happy ! I was like yay but then i had to walk all the way to the aquatics office to clock out, and i was under 7 dollars but i was like fuck it i dont give a shit ! Dorris signs my papers like nothing never got a warning, never got written up ! Shit i dont even wear my name tag or a belt and ii dont get in trouble ever ! LOL cause they know im one of the best =D Talked to rose again ! Yay nice to catch up with an old friend. Mommy picks me up and i go to the Army station for my first recruit function ! I wont forget this one ever, Cause it shows me that this isnt going to be so easy ! Sgt lopez knows i want to be guide at basic , so he gave a cute speech about how important guide is and how this represents every reason why were here and he gives it to me ! =D so happy... untill i found out where running with it =( Oh dear, am i out of shape ! Well i think if i didnt eat a hamburger and fries before i ran i would have done better but omg i had to give the guide up cause i couldnt keep up =( So sad, oh and i also said some cadences so i was like cool.. But i always thought it was going to be easy and that i was going to automatically be good ! Suprise suprise ! By the end of six months i will runn 2 miles no problem with a guide this i promise ! ! Fuck im sleepy but i think im going to chill with windys !! Im fucking over worked, tired, and exhausted ! I need a day off im thinking calling into work tommarow and just haveing a chill day.. Im about to break down and cry cause im so fucking Blah ! Ahh so sad how this summer has been : i was supposed to be hanging with my regs, my best,and my girls, getting ready for college and doing everything summer ish like beach trips, disneyland, and all that good stuff , but ive been working so much and the regs are no more and with me doing the army im not even that excited for school anymore , weird how shit never comes out how its supposed to be..



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