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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Its Over Tommarow

Tommarows the last day. i cant believ it. Four years. Four Years. Gone. Im so sad. i never thought i would be sad. i always thought i would be happy but im feeling like awards night all over again.I dont want this too end. i just dont. I dont want to loose the people who have made my last four years amazing. Its not fair.I think about it everyday now. There leaving me soon. Their leaving me. People always leave. I hate that.How can i say goodbye to people who have been my only reason for smiling. How can i just leave a place that has lead me to grow so much. It hurts me so much. The tears just cant help but to fall.In 6 days ill be losing my mentors and ill have no one to guide me anymore. Tommaorw im losing my safety room and losing people who have made this year in supply amazing. In 50 days one of my best friends leaves to the United States Army. June 27th i believe another close friend of mine leaves to the army. In September on of my closest friends leaves to irvine. Tommaorwo i no longer going to walk to class with one my friends. Tommaorows the last day for me to actaully feel high school. Today, was my last choir concert. I almost wanted to cry when i saw some of the chamber people crying. I see how much of an impact this class has had to them and it makes me sad. It reminded me of awards night. It seems like everywhere we go we build a family away from home. I can say i have been blessed with a couple. I have been blessed to have had my amazing click clicks as we call our selves. KK, Suzy, Windy,Emma IM MISS YOU GUYS MORE THAN ANYTHING. I feel as if this year was the closest if been to you guys. Were family now guys. My supply crew; God im miss you guys. 7th Period Mr. Murphys Class; We were his duckys. Staff; God i know we never were 100% perfect but you guys we did TWICE and im miss you guys. MY REGS; Half of you guys dont go to creek but im noticing that things arent going to be the same after summer. But im make this summer the best with you guys. and last but not least my choir girls; IM MISS YOU GUYS. Made my day start of great;You guys made me feel at home even with me being new. Idk how tommaorows going to be; if im going to cry or not, im crying as i write this so excpect some tears guys. But all i know is im live tommarow like if it was the beggining again.....

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