Gotta Start

Hi World;

im like ugh hate myself right now cause im not balancing myself. my friend brought this up today in a text cause she wants us to kick it tommaorow and i told him i might be busy but she said im always busy with "them" as they call my friends. and apprently i made plans with her a while ago. so tommaorow idk what to do and how to balance this shit. fuck, like my life 1000 times. plus i really want to hangout with kk and martin since there leaving but idk if martins back from seattle. Maybe ill run to KK house tommaorow and then hangout with my friends and then go with my regs. But then theres the best friend wonder what shes doing tommaorow. cause shes been wanteing to hang out with me. FML =( way for one person to make me feel hella bad. But its been hard even going out with my dad here so wtf. Plus we've been planning this summer for a whole year and i like hanging out with them. So what to do what to do. Fuck. Maybe just kick it with people in the morning and then afternoon with my regs and nightime too.

But hey im so worried about kicking it with people who are going to leave me soon that i forget about the fact that im leaving soon. But the only problem i have no clue where im leaving too =(.

Okay ill run to KK.
chill with windy
Go with my 6th period friends to dennys
Mall with emma
then rw with my regs

If i plan this well this can work.