I walked home today, alone and cold. The rain fell on me slowly and i watched as the cars passed by. I dont know why but i searched for your face tonight amongst the crowds. I searched for your smile and i searched for your essense. But as i searched i rembered where you were. As i listned for your laugh i knew it wasnt here.My heart dropped and i wanted to cry knowing that you didnt care for me the way i care for you. I felt alone once again just as i felt while walking home. I felt the tears drip just as the rain drops did before.The coldness in my heart made me want to find a warmth. So i searched for that warmth in out memories. I remembered your smile and your laugh, our secrets and our friendship. My body began to warm up and my heart beats quicked. I once again serched the crowds. Nothing. I ran outside into the pouring rain, ran to the spot i knew you would be. The rain dripped on my skin and the wind held me back. I countiuned to run and to run, memories passing me as i ran. The memories overtook me and i fell. Then it hit me. You werent there to lift me anymore like you used to be. So i layed on the ground, rain disgusing my tears. I wanted to get up but you were the only one who could lift me. The ground was cold and the rain grew violent.As i tried getting up i noticed where i was. I was at the spot where our story last left off..
THEN I WOKE UP...
BUT THAT WAS ONE OF THE MOST BEST DREAMS IVE EVER HAD.. EVEN IF IT MADE ME SAD I FELT LIKE AS IF I KNOW WHAT I HAD TO DO...
Thursday, April 9, 2009
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