You Can Make Me or Break Me

So like today i felt as if i was about to loose one of my friends.. I wanted to avoid him beacause i was hurt by him neglecting him.. But i guess he noticed i was avoiding him.. Then the truth had to come out & i told him my side.. But i felt like he wasnt getting it.. I still feel as if he didnt get it.. But i guess i wasnt getting him either..I really didnt know.. But i was so mad cuz i knew that one of us was going to get mad and the other one was going to be too stubborn to admit wrong and then we wouldnt talk for like 3 months.. & i dont have three months to be angry with him.. But sure enough he got mad and told me not to talk to him.. At first i felt like saying "fine all you did was ever hurt me" but then i remembered that i really do care for him and i dont know how to explain it but when he hurts me it hurts but the thought of me losing him hurts me more.. I mean we've been through alot and i think thats why i care for him alot..But like him pushing me away was like a do or die sitution.. Either i allow him to push me away or push back to save it. I care for him too much to leave.. But he feels as if im just going to leave anyways..I understand the feeling.. I feel that people always leave BUT sometimes they comeback.. I will never leave him beacause it hurt me too much.. No matter how much he hurts me or makes me mad or makes me happy.. I cant leave.. I know things are getting to wire with 70 days till graduation but IM NOT LEAVING i promise you that.. But you just DONT PUSH ME AWAY or leave me.. Try beacause im going to try..I know you feel people always leave you but im not..Shit ive been through so much with you and windy.. I love both of you guys.. Even if you dont.. Your like my family.. Just no more little petty fights.. Your right were running out of time to fight.. Today was a wake up call for both of us..
But im kinda of happy beacause in a way it gives me strength to fight.. I felt like before you didnt care but now i feel as if you do..70 days is nothing compared to the two years ive spent with you both good and bad.. So even with the future hitting me sooner than you i know where i stand..