I cant hide my emotions for shit.. I freking hate it because it causes me hella drama and stuff. Like when im pissed i cry or cuss alot.. When im sad i just cry and try not to talk.. When im happy im loud and normal.. When im stressed im a bitch..
This is all badd..
I need a poker face..
Fuck i really wish people would drop the whole cussing thing.. Yea its bad and it sounds bad but WTF i cuss like a sailor. Its my bad habit and trust me i cant break but i think its pretty damn dumb that i have to do push ups when i say fuck and its not even to anyone its just me dropping my food and saying fuck.. Like when you sneeze and you say bless you instantly
so fuck you guys who really think pushing will make me stop. The only person who can make me stop is me so fuck you =)
My grades are good right now. SO happy.. I have 3 A's, 2 C's and 1 B.. WTF Mr.D needs to put my grade to the A it should be..
Its windys bday party on saturday and Milpitas MB on Friday.. So excited.. thats why im happy this weeekend been chill beacause next weeks gna be a fun crazy one..
Fuck my dreams have been fucking weird latley..
FIRST OF ALL
weird places
weird situations
& people who i DONT want to dream about..
Last nights dream was like one of 3 dreams i had of this guy who i cut ties with almost a year ago and he still haunts my dream
The other night i dreamed that raymund and windy lied to me and we got in a fight and they died in a car crash
The other other night i dreamed that i was running and i stopped and there was this guy( didnt get to see his face) and i just sat next to him and layed my shoulder on him and it was night and i was crying
WHATHELLDOESTHISALLMEAN
Ive asked this about a million times what do dreams mean..??
Sunday, March 15, 2009
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