wish i could dig a hole and hide.. This is so gay.. Fuck i just want to scream!!! How can they just take it away from me.. I fucken hate them.. I hate myslef right now too i just want to freking get hit by a car.. I just lost something that someone is actually proud of me.. FUCK when MCPO said congratualtions i wanted to kick my slef.. Thats why i wish i never freking got it.. I hella wanna fucken cry but im too mad too. "We talked about it and your not meeting our criterias" What just cause im not your race your gna just take it away.. I mean wtf i have freking good grades and i poured my heart on that essay and your gna fucken just take it away from me!!
Sometimes i wish i could let people see how truely angry i am inside.. It seems like when people know that i get mad alot they seem to back the fuck up.. Like i know that im so close to just losing my cool.. I feel it so strong and i start shakeing and cracking my fist.. I love how im one of the only people that can go into supply.. Its my sancuatary..
So dumb.. Its like my premotion just went to waste cause if they knew i lost my scholorship they would be dissapointed..
& once again i have to pretend im okay beacause i have so much shit tommarow and saturday..
Interveiw,Windys Bday,Milpitas MB,Drill Meet
FUCK!
So heres how it starts
- Analisa Novak
- Cause in case ive never met you, i met you but we never really talked, we want to meet and havent yet, We met but shit happened and now were no longer the same,you lied to me and i completly began to hate you, your a stupid annoying girl that no one likes and everyone loves to laugh at and you want to continue being intrested in my life when i dont give a shit about yours, Or if im like crazy about you and i want you to know.. Heres My Blog Read Away.Who knows things might even change with us
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